Not The Ideal Man

I am not your ideal man,

I hope you understand,

I am not tall and don't have blue eyes,

I am not rich and the only riches I'll ever have are going to be obtained by sacrifice,

The only inheritance I received from my parents  are my principles,

In this day and age this makes me invisible,

I will never be the guy you see in your dreams when you go to sleep,

I will never make your heart skip a beat,

As much as I try I will probably never put a smile on your face,

This is the reality that I've learnt to embrace,

I had the hope of loving but the truth is that I have given up,

Because independently of how much I try it's never enough,

I searched long and hard but could never find,

This left me unsteady and with no peace of mind,

I was walking around with a broken heart and broken Spirit,

But now I have chosen to finally admit it,

When you think of your ideal man I never show up as a figure,

If you were a homicide cupid , i'd never be on the other end of your trigger,

Pity you will never accept me for who I am,

And I will never be your ideal man.

Written by: Stelson Gourgel (S-Love)